Yuki Harima...Thinking about the future.

Hey there guys. Yuki here and this blog is going to be a sad one. I mean it is serious. A writer I like on my fanfiction site put up an audio blog about his story. Now let me give you some background information on him. The writer is Coal Buck and he wrote a very popular story called My Second Life. If you know who I am talking about then you know where this is going. Coal wrote a story that was the second or first longest on the site. He wrote over 600,000 words. That is like writing the hairy potter book five times. In may he vanished out of thin air and My Second Life disappeared. Then he came back and said that he lost the drive to continue but wanted to do a rewrite of the story. Then later on in July he said that he couldn't do it and gave up on writing the story. At that moment I was heart broken. I was sad and upset. I even questioned my self too. I wrote it on my facebook about it and I thought that i was losing it. I did what everyone else did: I panicked. My mind was going Hay wired and I didn't know what to do. I started to question my choices in life and just felt like...shit. I manage to get over it but later on he posted it again on Auguest 11th. I am just finding out about it and heard about it today. He gave the real reason about it. He lost touch with the fandom. He doesn't want to be a part about it. He thanks us all and signs off. I was crushed again. It really pains me to see someone just end something like that in an instant. I hope he gets better and I hope he has a great life. I mean this is a part of growing up. We change our minds about what we want to do and we always ponder "did we make the right choice?" Well Good luck Coal and if you are reading this I wish you the best of luck in the future. Yuki out